(( 4 men on a bike ))
31 October 08 - 09:44
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16 October 08 - 10:28
The last cigarette
I’m sorry to say I am not giving up
No!
I am freeing myself from this prison I forced myself into all those years ago
True I attempted to quit before
And failed miserably
So why I am sure you are asking why is this time going to be any different
He will just start again when he’s with his friends that smoke
Haha you critics
Last time I ‘quit’ smoking was for a girlfriend because she wanted me to
Is that really a good excuse to stop?
No because you are not doing it for yourself you get no gain from it in your mind oh course you get a gain from it health, money etc but your mind that person is denying you the freedom you feel you need which is smoking and in actual fact I started again because I finished with this girlfriend, to spite her haha so who suffered from this
Certainly not her I have suffered a lot
Let me tell you what the turning point was that made me decide to free ... (more)
(( Respect in the village ))
01 October 08 - 10:30
so things have been really busy here i went up to lilongwe after blantyre then after being away from the campsite return after 3 weeks, surprisingly shy had done nothing while id been away i say this with sarcasm because shy never seems to work if im not there god knows why but he doesnt and it does tend to make things a bit harder,
my house is almost complete just need to fit the doors and windows and paint the walls and it should be completed anytime in the next few days when i return so fingers crossed next week il have moved in to my new house.
i have been waking up at 4 in the morning then going to cultivate the fields with shy we finish about 7 then get back to the campsite about 7.30 have some breakfast and a shower then put in a full days work on the campsite, then i usually go into the office at 5 and do some office work untill about 7-7.30 so its been very busy at the moment and my body just aches. ... (more)
